SS12: Beyond Enough

Have you every looked around at the world and felt inadequate? Like you don't have enough internal or external resources to make a dent in the pain and injustice around us - not even in our city, let alone the world? I have definitely felt this way. It is really easy to look at people God is using to do amazing things and wish I could do something similar, all the while knowing I don't have what it would take. I'm not __(fill in the blank)__ enough for that, and probably never will be.

A couple of weeks ago, I talked about Matthew 5:3-10 and how God invites us to blessings and happiness in his Kingdom that are beyond the kind of blessings typically sought after in our culture and world. It's easy, however, to measure ourselves against the list in that chapter and find ourselves lacking. Are we always pure of heart and humble, merciful peacemakers hungering and thirsting for righteousness? No.

We will never measure up to all Jesus calls us to just in those few verses, and yet there are thousands more in addition to those! And that is precisely the point. We can't do it all - and the harder we try to do it on our own, the more we will fail.

But, PRAISE GOD! That's not the end of the story! The point of the gospel (which literally means "Good News") is that we cannot save ourselves or ever be good enough to earn or deserve our salvation and the grace and mercy of God BUT He offers it freely to us anyway. Alone, we also won't ever be __(fill in the blank)__ enough to fix all of the problems in the world around us. BUT God promises to fill us with His grace so that in all we do, His amazing grace will OVERFLOW in the good work He gives us to do through Him.

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In Matthew 14 and again in Matthew 15, Jesus took a few fishes and loaves of bread and multiplied them to be MORE than thousands of people could eat. The disciples were sure (even after Jesus had performed this miracle the first time) that they didn't have enough to feed everyone. They looked around and saw only great need. They forgot that right in front of them was standing the Great Provider. Somehow it is easier to look around and to look within and see needs and hunger and thirsting and forget that in Christ we are promised more than enough.

Yes, the needs are really there and the hunger and thirst and pain are real. I'm not claiming they aren't. But I am learning that the more I focus on the needs, the less I notice God's provision, and I am left paralyzed and overwhelmed. God is retraining me to look instead for how He is providing and working. Most of the time, what I'm noticing has very, very little to do with me. God is already at work in our community and world using other people who are following Him. Instead of looking at the grandness of the need, God is calling me to look at the grandness of His grace and ask what exactly is my part? What are the loaves and fish He has given me and how do I offer them to Him?

Right now, I think He's showing me that at least in part, for this season, the loaves and fish He's given me are words of encouragement and prayers for those who are doing the work I sometimes wish I were able to do. I may feel unable to contribute, but I can pray for those who are out there hard at work! And I know God hears and moves in response to our prayers. What a gift to participate in His Kingdom work in that way. They may feel small, but my prayers can be powerful, because the One I pray to is powerful!

When I see the needs in my home church, I can pray for our pastors and staff members and their families and for God to continue to give us all wisdom to know how to serve each other, and I can share and teach as He allows me. When I feel saddened by the realities of how many children age out of the foster care system without families to care for them, I can pray for my friend who leads a ministry working to bless those very young adults and for my other friend who advocates for and encourages foster families across the country. When I am worried about human trafficking, I can praise God and pray for my friend who is working right here in Fresno with women who have been rescued. When my heart is stirred for God's Kingdom to keep growing to reach youth with disabilities and their families, I can pray for my friend who oversees a ministry doing just that!
I may not be able to work hands-on in each of these areas right now, but I can pray for those who are, and God can multiply my prayers to minister through my brothers and sisters in ways beyond what I can imagine.
In both Matthew 14 and 15, after the thousands of men, women, and children had eaten and were full, there were baskets of food left over. The word used there to describe the overflow is "perisseuĊ." It means "to superabound (in quantity or quality)." It's not just enough. It's beyond enough and overflowing.

The same word is used several times in 2 Corinthians 9:8. The NET translation says it this way:
And God is able to make all grace overflow to you so that because you have enough of everything in every way at all times, you will overflow in every good work.
Wow. God promises that He is able to make His grace overflow to us, for us, in us, and through us in every way, at all times, in every good work so that we will have all we need and then some.

Let's remember He is going to cause His grace to overflow to us so we can do the work He has called US to do. He isn't going to give me the grace that someone else needs to do their work. He's going to give me the grace I need to do the work He is giving to me. The same goes for you.

I may feel like I don't have enough to offer anyone. But God promises that my simple fish and loaves, when trusted to Him, can be made into more than I can imagine. He promises the same for you.

May you receive and share His overflowing grace this week.

Love,
Melissa ♥️

If you're reading along with me through the New Testament, here's this week's reading schedule:
Monday 3/25 - Matthew 16
Tuesday 3/26 - Matthew 17
Wednesday 3/27 - Matthew 18
Thursday 3/28 - Matthew 19
Friday 3/29 - Matthew 20
Saturday 3/30 - Reflect/Review
Sunday 3/31 - Reflect/Review

SS11: Beyond #Blessed

In our Sister Studies study for this week, we're looking into the Beatitudes in Matthew 5:3-10. I've been convicted lately about not being very happy too much of the time, and God is rearranging my understanding of both what it means to be "happy" and what should make me "happy."



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I'll sign off here with the prayer and questions from the end of the video...

Father, let us not be afraid to beg before You, for You have promised us the Kingdom. Let us not be afraid to grieve, for we know You will comfort us. Let us be gentle and humble, knowing anything good in us is because of You. Let us hunger and thirst for true righteousness, for You will gladly satisfy. Teach us to be merciful with others and ourselves, so we may offer, and receive mercy. Purify our hearts, that we would see You everywhere. Teach us to pursue peace, for that is what children of the God of peace would do. Help us not be afraid of persecution in this world, for we belong to the glorious kingdom of heaven. In Jesus’s Name, Amen

Let’s forget the world’s pursuit of happiness and move beyond the world’s definition of #Blessed and focus on God’s instead.


Feel free to share if you'd like... Which “Blessed are” verses are most reflected in your heart and life now? Which do you want God to grow in you?

Have a wonderful week! If you're reading along with us through the New Testament, we're reading Matthew 6-9 this week.
Monday 3/11 - Matthew 6
Tuesday 3/12 - Matthew 7
Wednesday 3/13 - Matthew 8
Thursday 3/14 - Matthew 9
Friday 3/15 - Matthew 10
Saturday 3/16 - Reflect/Review
Sunday 3/17 - Reflect/Review

I hope you have a TRULY BLESSED & HAPPY week.
Love,
Melissa ♥️

SS10: Looking for Jesus

The story of the Lost Sons and their Father tells of one son who wandered far but returned to his father, another son who stayed home but had a heart far from his father's, and a father whose heart and gaze were always turned toward his sons. I encouraged you last week to consider seeking God's heart rather than just his will and to pay attention to your own heart as well, whether it is turned toward or away from your Heavenly Father. (Sadly, it is possible to work hard - even "slave away" - for God and still have a heart that is hardened toward Him because of hurts and bitterness we may carry. Lord, help us!)

As I read the last chapters of Luke, I was amazed all over again at Jesus. He was laser focused and completely aware of everything that was about to take place - from how his disciples would know where to prepare the Passover supper ("a man carrying a jar of water will meet you") to Peter's denial ("the rooster will not crow today until you have denied three times that you know me.") Nothing surprised Him, yet He still was eager to share His last earthly Passover supper with his disciples, even though He knew what was coming next.

Everything I see in Jesus during the most difficult hours of his life on earth makes me love Him more. His determination to obey the Father, His restraint, and His forgiveness are breathtaking. But what brought me to tears this morning was this thought.
Even Judas knew where to find Jesus. 
Do you know where to find Jesus? Because while God is always pursuing us like the father in the parable last week, it is a glorious truth that we get to look for and find Him as well. Let me share with you some of the places where I find Jesus...

I find Jesus on the pages of Scripture, where He heals and sets free, restores and redeems. He is there.
I find Jesus in my sisters when they listen to me and pray for me in His name. He is in them.
I find Jesus when I sit and marvel at the wonders of creation, knowing His hands formed it all and He holds it together. He is everywhere.
I find Jesus on my knees or simply closing my eyes, when I remember by faith He will never leave me and He wants me to come find what I need in Him. He is here.
I find Jesus in the preschool class at church, laughing and playing with such sweet little ones. He is joyfully there!
I find Jesus when I sit in silence or surrounded by music glorifying His name. He is there.
I find Jesus when I look in the mirror and remember I am made in His image and carry His Spirit in this jar of clay. He is here.

Similar to how the season of Advent helps us prepare our hearts for celebrating Christ's coming during Christmas, since around 325AD, the Church has observed a season called Lent to prepare our hearts for celebrating Christ's death and resurrection. Lent begins this week on Ash Wednesday (and continues til Palm Sunday or Easter, depending on how you count.) Logistics aside, what matters most is that we are seeking Christ. Because we are promised that when we seek Him, we will find Him.

Even Judas, the disciple who betrayed Him, knew where to find Jesus. And we do, too.

During the weeks between now and Easter, instead of beginning the book of Acts like previously planned, we are going to return to Christ's birth and read along through the book of Matthew. At 4 or 5 chapters a week, it will take us exactly up to Palm Sunday and Easter, so even if you haven't been reading along before, I would love to invite you to join us now as we walk with Jesus through the gospel of Matthew up to the cross.

Jesus is with us. When we are lost, He stays with us and rejoices when we find our way home. Let's seek Him as He seeks us.

Bless you, sisters!
Love,
Melissa ♥️

Sister Studies
Bible Reading Plan

Tuesday 3/5 - Matthew 1
Wednesday 3/6 - Matthew 2
Thursday 3/7 - Matthew 3
Friday 3/8 - Matthew 4
Saturday 3/9 - Matthew 5
Sunday 3/10 - Reflect/Review
Monday 3/11 - Reflect/Review